currently, encountering loads of problems,
or obstacles.
i'm seriously affected by what is happening around me.

my results,
real lousy.
as in REALLY LOUSY ?

my mom really flared up yesterday night when i show her the results.
i ended up crying in my room the whole night.
and the reality,

i'm grounded.

i cant go where i want now,
i cant get my camera,
the worst,
I CANT GO FOR SERVICE.

how saddening is that !
i claim it to be the "HAPPIEST" day of my week !
and my mom dont wna let me go ?
i hate her.


all i can do now is pray pray and pray.
there's so many things going thru my mind now,
so many problems come one after another.

yesterday, i was thinking of you* when i was in my room.
i use to tell you the problems i've encounter in my family.
you used to be there for me SOOOOO much.
being there with me to go thru everything.
and now,
i don't even know where are you,
so much i wna tell you how i felt yesterday night.
but the words that came into my mind was,
"i can't i can't i can't, he dont even care".

more to come,
i dont even have my phone.
it was confiscated by my mom.
argghs. everything is crashing on me ! >=(
i'll have faith in God. (:
but somehow, i wish that you were still there for me today.

*another thing,
i'm not suppose to use the computer, i'm banned.
but my parents are asleep. xP
i'll go off once i've post this entry. (:*


my eyes are swollen !
and i'm going back to school to get some stuffs too.
^o^ yay` bored. =.=

i scratched my wound today countless of times !
the pain is unbearable. =x hahas.

anw, krissy made my day today. (: thanks.

***

no matter how sad u r..
no matter how lonely u r..
when u find urself in the darkness..
remember..
im always here for u..
i love u

reading this, always makes me feel as if you* are there for me, thinking of this never fails to make me cry. hahas. thanks.

***

i hope everything will be alright soon.
please please please.

SHERYL CHUA :)
21nov90
MI
hopechurch
x_sheryl16@hotmail.com
i love my boyfriend:)